My experience is that my Other -- I prefer Other since he is not a copy of me -- is most definitely not my shadow, Satan or a pack of demons ...haha ...My Other is my Teacher.

It was my Other, who told me no, when I desired to seek revenge against a psychopathic relative intent upon stealing my inheritance.

It was my Other who told me that I needed "dream training" ....and to "moderate your time on the internet" -- because it is an addiction stealing my energy.

It was my Other who lead me to John Kreiter's books and told me to read every one and do all of the exercises for gaining energy, psychic self defense, astral projection and more.

My Other is also the one who rescued me about 10 years ago, when I was being tortured and devoured energetically by "Archons" ....I would have died if it had kept going.

This Being contains my highest truths, aspirations, dreams .....power.  I wonder if this is the Being that is referred to in the Bible as the Holy Spirit ....I've never been able to figure out what the Holy Spirit is supposed to be, but It was referred to by Jesus as "the comforter" and a Teacher. I'd love to hear what anyone else might have to say about that. Everything has been so encrypted it's hard to figure out ...at least for me it has been.

But re the idea that we should just drop everything and go into the "light" ....that doesn't appeal to me at all. To me it's self-destruction. I don't really see anything wrong with spending an eternity creating my own world with my Other, in some other realm -- or exploring the Universe.

In the beginning we had no I-self. Then the Archons, sensing our desire to have it, gave it to us. I think this was a step forward in our evolution ...that we are not meant to run back into oblivion, but find a way to have our cake and eat it too. There is nothing about the "Light" that inspires my passion ...my desire, and I have no desire to kill my passion and desire. For me it's the reason ...."Love is the Reason" ....just my opinion!!!

I'm going to post a pretty long excerpt from one of John Kreiter's books, here in a bit, that explains much better than I can how I feel about this ....thing which I have always known, but didn't know how to word it.  But I will post it under the category, "General Discussions".